"Like smoke off a collision between Dennis Cooper’s George Miles Cycle and Beyond The Black …
Couldn't put it down
5 stars
I read the last couple of hundred pages in the company of dear people. I could have stopped reading and resumed by cozy social evening, but I could not bare to not know how this book ends. What happens all the way to the point where the author decided that enough has happened.
This was an extremely good read. For me, what stood out most was the depth of emotion, turmoil, the nuanced decisions of each character. There was no point where one of them felt "secondary". Some stories contain characters who feel like they are meant to provide context for "the main characters" to develop. This book did nothing of the sort.
I felt waves of powerful, consuming emotions, while reading this. I've had nightmares and vivid dreams every night while I was reading it and I fully expect that fragments will populate my subconscious and bubble to the …
I read the last couple of hundred pages in the company of dear people. I could have stopped reading and resumed by cozy social evening, but I could not bare to not know how this book ends. What happens all the way to the point where the author decided that enough has happened.
This was an extremely good read. For me, what stood out most was the depth of emotion, turmoil, the nuanced decisions of each character. There was no point where one of them felt "secondary". Some stories contain characters who feel like they are meant to provide context for "the main characters" to develop. This book did nothing of the sort.
I felt waves of powerful, consuming emotions, while reading this. I've had nightmares and vivid dreams every night while I was reading it and I fully expect that fragments will populate my subconscious and bubble to the surface for a long time to come.
There are frequent descriptions, in the book, of moments when one character is within the body of another. I often felt I was inhabiting the fictional body of these people who didn't exist, but who were vivid and vibrant in my mind. Maybe those parts of the book described empathy, projected desire, or allowed one character to interact with another in a way that wasn't possible in the physical world.
Gender and sexuality, in the book, were depicted in such a realistic way that I finally felt someone "got it". These aspects of the characters were never addressed explicitly, but they existed solely in the social interactions between them and - most probably - in how they were perceived by readers.
I loved that the author was never prescriptive about what a reader was meant to feel. I loved the ambiguity, the foreshadowing, the hints.
An exploration of why people all over the world love to engage in pain on …
I've abandoned this book before finishing it. There subject of the book is interesting, but I felt like it didn't really address some questions that hung over my head while reading it. Namely, in a patriarchal society, what is the significance of who chooses to receive pain and who wants to inflict it (consensually)? I feel like these aren't the "free choices" that the author would like them to appear. One can not say "I could have chosen either way" when one is brought up entirely to consume or to be consumed, depending on how society judges their gender.
An exploration of why people all over the world love to engage in pain on …
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An exploration of why people all over the world love to engage in pain on …
A 2010 study from the University of Oxford found that behavioral synchrony is correlated with elevated pain thresholds. Plainly, it means that moving your body in sync with other bodies increases your ability to withstand pain.