Nicky Wire awoke on 12 May 1994 to the news that John Smith, leader of the Labour Party, had died of a heart attack, aged fifty-five.
Wire hadn't necessarily been John Smith's biggest champion. Since taking over from Neil Kinnock in 1992, the leader of the opposition's modest public profile and risk-averse strategy had thus far succeeded only in frustrating both the left and right wings of his party. Early into recording The Holy Bible, Nicky had been midway through a gesticulatory rant about how Labour would never win an election with Smith at the helm when he accidentally knocked over James Dean Bradfield's beloved white Gibson Les Paul. Both watched in horror as the guitar's neck snapped. But nearly three months on, Smith's sudden, wholly unexpected death struck Wire as symptomatic of a grievous prevailing mood. 'I didn't feel at all well around this time,' he says. 'For the rest of the year I thought I was going to have a heart attack.'
Smith's death occurred the morning after Manic Street Preachers returned from Braga in Portugal, where they had played their first show since Bangkok the previous month a trip overshadowed by Richey Edwards slashing his chest in the Thai capital's MBK Hall dressing room with a set of ceremonial knives gifted to him by a young fan. Not for the first time, Edwards's act of selfharm had been witnessed by an NME journalist and photographer, thereby feeding the ongoing mythology of rock 'n' roll doom that seemed to swirl around the band. Portugal too had been traumatic, with Edwards's behaviour indicating Thailand fitted an ongoing pattern. 'Things were going awry,' Wire told NME's Stuart Bailie. 'We had to put him to bed one night... he just burst out crying in the car.' James Dean Bradfield added: 'It was horrible. Richey was crying uncontrollably all the time.' The band members began to feel that Portugal was becoming their 'bogey country': during their previous visit, on 7 December 1993, they heard the news that their manager Philip Hall had died.
Shortly after the band returned from Thailand, one of Edwards's best friends from university killed himself. A couple of weeks earlier, as work on The Holy Bible neared completion, Kurt Cobain was found dead at his home in Seattle, aged twenty-seven. 'The zeitgeist of this year in general is fucking death and destruction,' said Wire. Bradfield phoned Edwards to tell him the news about Cobain. 'I can't pretend I remember what he said,' Bradfield later recalled. 'Not "good on him", nothing so easy to digest as that, but it was something which expressed admiration. [I remember] thinking: "Please just react in a human way rather than on an intellectual level. Just leave it as it is if something is happening and it's bad, just leave it there.""
— 168 Songs of Hatred and Failure by Keith Cameron (Page 123 - 124)






