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Exhausted anarchist and school abolitionist who can be found at nerdteacher.com where I muse about school and education-related things, and all my links are here. My non-book posts are mostly at @whatanerd@treehouse.systems, occasionally I hide on @whatanerd@eldritch.cafe, or you can email me at n@nerdteacher.com. [they/them]

I was a secondary literature and humanities teacher who has swapped to being a tutor, so it's best to expect a ridiculously huge range of books.

And yes, I do spend a lot of time making sure book entries are as complete as I can make them. Please send help.

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

You're not like me, Seong-hee. You believe in a divine being, and in this thing we call humanity. You never did manage to win me over. I could never believe in the existence of a being who watches over us with consummate love. I couldn't even make it through the Lord's Prayer without the words drying up in my throat. Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. I forgive no one, and no one forgives me.

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

I prayed every night. I don't mean anything formal; I'd never been a regular at any temple or church. I just asked to be set free from that hell. But they were answered, you see, my prayers were answered. There were around two hundred of us being held captive there, and after three days they released half of us. Including me. At the time we had no idea what was going on, but later I found out that the army had been about to make a strategic retreat to the suburbs and they thought too many prisoners would just get in the way. They'd chosen who was going to be released purely at random. So it was just blind luck.

We were told to keep our heads down when the truck took us back down the hill, too. But, you know, I was quite young at the time, and I suppose curiosity just got the better of me. I was kneeling right at the very edge of the truck, so if I twisted my neck I could get a look outside through the gap in the sideboards.

I... I'd never dreamed that they'd been keeping us in the university.

The building where we'd been kept was the new lecture hall, just behind the sports ground where me and my friends had used to play football at the weekends. Now, with the army occupying the campus, there were no other signs of human life. The truck itself was rattling along, but otherwise the road was silent as the grave. Then I saw them, lying on a patch of grass by the side of the road. They just looked like they were asleep, at first. Two students in jeans and college sweaters, with a yellow banner laid across their chests as if they'd both been holding up an end. The letters had been done in thick Magic Marker, so I could read it even from inside the truck. END MARTIAL LAW.

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

Kim Jin-su and I continued to receive a single tray and share its scant meal between us. It took an enormous feat of will to put what we'd experienced a few hours ago in the interrogation room behind us and wield our spoons in stony silence, fighting the temptation to scrap like animals over a grain of rice, a shred of kimchi. There was one man who knocked his meal tray over and screamed, I can't take any more of this! What's going to happen to me if you shovel the whole lot down yourself? As he grappled with his partner, a boy pushed between them and stuttered, D-don't do that. I was taken aback; this was the first time I'd ever seen that quiet, shy-seeming kid open his mouth.

W-we were r-ready to die, you know.

It was then that Kim Jin-su's empty gaze rose to meet mine.

At that moment, I realized what all this was for. The words that this torture and starvation were intended to elicit. We will make you realize how ridiculous it was, the lot of you waving the national flag and singing the national anthem. We will prove to you that you are nothing but filthy stinking bodies. That you are no better than the carcasses of starving animals.

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

The censors had scored through four lines in the paragraph following that one. Bearing that in mind, the question which remains to us is this: what is humanity? What do we have to do to keep humanity as one thing and not another? Eun-sook could remember the precise thickness of the line that had been drawn through these sentences. She could recall the translator's fleshy neck, his shabby navy sweater, his sallow complexion; his long, blackened fingernails constantly fumbling with the glass of water. But she still couldn't picture his face.

She closed the book and waited. Turned to face the window, and waited for darkness to fall.

She had no faith in humanity. The look in someone's eyes, the beliefs they espoused, the eloquence with which they did so, were, she knew, no guarantee of anything. She knew that the only life left to her was one hemmed in by the niggling doubts and cold questions.

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

Perhaps Seon-ju is right; perhaps the soldiers took away Jeong-dae and buried him somewhere. On the other hand, though, your mother's still convinced that he's being treated at some hospital, that the only reason he hasn't been in touch is that he's still not regained consciousness. She came here with your middle brother yesterday afternoon, to persuade you to come home. When you insisted that you couldn't go home until you'd found Jeong-dae, she said, "Its the ICU you ought to be checking. Let's go around the hospitals together."

She clutched the sleeve of your uniform.

"Don't you know how shocked I was when people said they'd seen you here? Good grief, all these corpses, aren't you scared?"

"The soldiers are the scary ones," you said with a half-smile. "What's frightening about the dead?"

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Han Kang: Human Acts (Paperback, 2017, Hogarth)

Amid a violent student uprising in South Korea, a young boy named Dong-ho is shockingly …

The one stage in the process that you couldn't quite get your head around was the singing of the national anthem, which took place at a brief, informal memorial service for the bereaved families, after their dead had been formally placed in the coffins. It was also strange to see the Taegukgi, the national flag, being spread over each coffin and tied tightly in place. Why would you sing the national anthem for people who'd been killed by the soldiers? Why cover the coffin with the Taegukgi? As though it wasn't the nation itself that had murdered them.

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Futaro Yamada: The Meiji Guillotine Murders (2024, Pushkin Vertigo)

Tokyo, 1869. It is the dawn of the Meiji era in Japan, but the scars …

Structurally and narratively interesting.

One of the things I most appreciated is that this story is structured in a manner as to be multiple stories that all connect, so it feels like you're reading multiple short stories that initially appear mostly disconnected until too many connections keep making you (like the audience stand-in Kawaji) think that there's something more.

Some of the cases, however, don't seem possible to solve on your own with any of the information provided. A couple of them feel like there is foreshadowing, but others feel like there's just... no way to solve it using the information provided.

David Graeber: The Ultimate Hidden Truth of the World ... (2024, Farrar, Straus & Giroux)

A collection of David Graeber's essays in a book.

Almost Everything Can Be Found For Free

Super easy to read this book when you've read all but one essay in it multiple times already. (Or, in some cases, have come back to the essay multiple times, skimming it for the piece of information you remember existing within its text.)

This book frustrates me, much like many of the David Graeber projects that have come out since his death. There's a hollowness to it that feels like someone trying to build a person up into some kind of Anarchist God (or Anthropologist God), and it's exhausting. Certainly, there must be more people out there than this one man who often and frequently neglected whole swathes of criticism that would've fueled his analyses. I'm sure there must be more people out there than the one guy who—though his work was engaging, sometimes insightful, and interesting—frequently extrapolated his more modern examples to beyond useless because he rarely looked at …

David Graeber: The Ultimate Hidden Truth of the World ... (2024, Farrar, Straus & Giroux)

A collection of David Graeber's essays in a book.

There is an entire section in this collection, “The Revolt of the Caring Classes,” describing David’s proposal to integrate Marxist and feminist approaches, creating a new form of the labor theory of value.

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Ironically, this section includes an essay with this same title, and that particular essay is the only one that is not available for free anywhere at all (while literally every other essay can be accessed either on davidgraeber.com, the original publication was published in, or The Anarchist Library). And I find it particularly amusing that it's this piece because David's ability to engage in feminist texts was limited, at best (and is one of my constant criticisms of his work because it becomes very obvious where someone has given him feedback about engaging with and citing more feminists... since it's almost always in citation chunks and rarely ever spread through the whole).

There's even a line in Erica Lagalisse's obituary for David that highlights this:

He read very few of the feminist texts I recommended, but often cited them where I told him to.

I suspect that this essay comes …

David Graeber: The Ultimate Hidden Truth of the World ... (2024, Farrar, Straus & Giroux)

A collection of David Graeber's essays in a book.

Since David’s death in 2020, much of my life has been entwined with his vast archive of published and unpublished texts, hundreds of notebooks, audio and video recordings, and correspondences. David once said that the real care for a “great man” begins after his death, and is almost always done by women. Now I know what he meant.

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This is the opening paragraph to Nika's introduction, and I find it a bit absurd. Perhaps David said it, but I have to wonder if this is what he meant. Part of what has made me disconnect from David's work has been the ways in which it feels like people keep trying to turn him into some kind of Anarchist God now that he's passed.

I have always had my own issues with David's work (namely the way that he'd often forget to include a whole range of analyses that'd actually make his work clear and decrease its use by people who want to misrepresent the point), but I have always found some value in it. However, none of it has ever felt worthy of turning him into a god in the postmortem, as so many seem to have wanted to do.

No one has asked her to do all …

@idzie@kolektiva.social It's SO FUCKING BAD, isn't it?! Like, the first thought I had was "Did you look up anything else that's been stolen? And the implications of that?" Because I had in mind the numerous "stolen generations," which were ironically people shunted into schools designed explicitly to colonise them (to put it shortly and without nuance).

But this book is so bad so far. And I've also been looking at NPR pieces that she mentions writing, and they're even... worse? Yeah, worse.

Anya Kamenetz: The Stolen Year (EBook, 2022, PublicAffairs)

An NPR education reporter writes about how the COVID pandemic disrupted children's lives.

So much of what she writes can be easily broken down if you know even a glimmer of US history with regards to: child labour laws, the introduction of birth certificates, and the introduction of compulsory schooling. She wants to make some kind of point without any of that contextualisation, which is ludicrous.

This woman writes as if she believes that she's the modern day Mother Jones, which is pretty funny. Also, this book is so sparse on info in a lot of places that I haven't stopped feeling like it was a "make a quick buck on the pandemic topic" book.

Anya Kamenetz: The Stolen Year (EBook, 2022, PublicAffairs)

An NPR education reporter writes about how the COVID pandemic disrupted children's lives.

While always recognized as costly, school closures weren’t as widespread or disruptive in earlier decades as they were likely to be in 2020. In 1918 and in the 1940s, enrollment overall was much lower. High school graduation rates didn’t cross 50 percent in this country until the end of the Second World War. Fewer women were working and thus reliant on school for childcare.

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There's a major problem with this quote, and it's that you can splice it into pieces almost immediately, here's some contextualisation that breaks her argument (this paragraph and more) very fast:

  1. Compulsory schooling in the United States was relatively brand new. The first state to introduce it was Massachusetts in 1852, with the last state introducing it being Mississippi in 1917 (admittedly, I don't know how chronologically organise places turned into states or made into territories after 1917; for example, Hawai'i has a pretty old public school system that was set up under King Kamehameha III in 1840, but I'm pretty sure it was wildly altered after the overthrow of the Hawai'ian government in the 1890s).

  2. Despite compulsory schooling being done, it was hard to monitor whether or not kids attended. Birth certificates actually made this kind of surveillance much easier, and those weren't even really uniformly used in the …

Anya Kamenetz: The Stolen Year (EBook, 2022, PublicAffairs)

An NPR education reporter writes about how the COVID pandemic disrupted children's lives.

I am really struggling with the introduction to this book. In my most charitable, all I can say is that she wrote it hastily in order for her and her publishers to meet a deadline that would best allow them to profit from pandemic books.

But there are some lines and paragraphs that really stick out like sore thumbs, like how we're fortunate that hundreds of children died because it could've been much worse. Idk, I think any children dying to a pandemic is awful. I would've also thought she'd put some numbers up next to those for how still-living children were impacted by the loss of their caregivers because they died (which maybe she'll do... at some point?).

But there's a lot of attempts to justify the existence of schools because of all the responsibilities they have (but shouldn't) without even a glimmer of asking whether that makes any …