The Line Becomes a River

This is not a view of the persons trying to enter the USA from Mexico as it sees the cynicism and inherent capitalism that affects non-rich human lives. This is a first-person depiction of the war which rages from the USA against Mexicans, the group of nationality which is most abused in everyday northern America, and is being "thwarted" from entering the USA.

Cantú worked as a US border patrol agent between 2008 and 2012. As such, and seemingly being an open-minded humanitarian, he's seen a lot of shit happen. Everything from finding half-dead persons dying from thirst while trying to (illegally) entering the USA, to seeing border politics basically going from there not being a border, to capitalism of the 1980s entering the picture, to how Bush/Obama/Trump want it all to be, caused a state where US border patrol is made up of persons who want to protect their country with pride, while behaving like human beings towards those trying to get into the US.

Still, as such, violence and callous behaviour is often normalised, as is violence towards border patrol staff.

Cantú is a born writer. His level-headed style of description, rhythm, and laying out facts is both seldom seen and deeply valuable. I'm left with a sense of enrichment from having read this book, even though I have read a bunch of others that have been about trafficking around different parts of the globe; his human views and views on humans provide the reader with ample info.

The slightly bad side with this book is that the facts pile up almost like a kind of fact-after-fact recount, which novice writers can be prone to delve into. Still, considering how this is the author's first book, it is a veritable tour-de-force which should receive more press than it has.

Examples of the short and packed sentences:

Robles’s eyes seemed to detach from his surroundings, as if his gaze had turned inward. A year after that, he continued, I chased another man to the banks of the Colorado River. He ran out into the water and was swept away by the current like it was nothing. And I’ll tell you what I did. I swam into the river and I battled to keep him afloat even as I inhaled mouthfuls of water, even though I can’t remember ever having been more tired. I saved that man’s life, and still, there’s not a single day I don’t think about the one I took before it.

The writing that's not entirely about patrolling is also good:

After completing the course of fire, I shot at a smaller target with my own .22 caliber pistol. As I paused to reload, a yellow bird landed atop the target stand. I waited for it to fly off, but the bird continued hopping across the top. I started to walk downrange to scare it off, and then I stopped. I looked around. The range was empty. It occurred to me then that perhaps I should shoot the bird, that I should prove to myself that I could take a life, even one this small. I dropped the little bird with one shot. I walked over and picked up its body and in my hands the dead animal seemed weightless. I rubbed its yellow feathers with my fingertip. I began to feel sick and I wondered, for one brief moment, if I was going insane. At the edge of the firing range I dug a small hole beneath a creosote bush and buried the bird there, covering the fresh dirt with a small pile of stones.

I liked this bit, which probably best of all paragraphs in the book shows the weariness and paranoia that follows any line of work where one's colleagues and the work is congealed and one doesn't separate easily from that mess:

The dentist silently jotted his notes in my file. So why’d you leave the field? he asked. Won’t you be bored? I began to feel annoyed with his questions, concerned that I was somehow telegraphing cowardice or insecurity. It’s kind of a promotion, I said, it’s a chance to learn something new. Another side of the job, you know? The dentist looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. I used to have an office job, he told me, there’s only so much you can learn at a computer screen. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Look, I finally said, I don’t know what else to tell you. I thought it would be nice to have a break from the field, to live in the city for a while. All right, all right, he said, holding up his hands. I feel you. I’m just trying to make sure you don’t grind your teeth out.

In summary: an easy read that may reveal more to life than you know where desperation meets bureaucracy in the most insane ways.

This is not a view of the persons trying to enter the USA from Mexico as it sees the cynicism and inherent capitalism that affects non-rich human lives. This is a first-person depiction of the war which rages from the USA against Mexicans, the group of nationality which is most abused in everyday northern America, and is being "thwarted" from entering the USA.

Cantú worked as a US border patrol agent between 2008 and 2012. As such, and seemingly being an open-minded humanitarian, he's seen a lot of shit happen. Everything from finding half-dead persons dying from thirst while trying to (illegally) entering the USA, to seeing border politics basically going from there not being a border, to capitalism of the 1980s entering the picture, to how Bush/Obama/Trump want it all to be, caused a state where US border patrol is made up of persons who want to protect their country with pride, while behaving like human beings towards those trying to get into the US.

Still, as such, violence and callous behaviour is often normalised, as is violence towards border patrol staff.

Cantú is a born writer. His level-headed style of description, rhythm, and laying out facts is both seldom seen and deeply valuable. I'm left with a sense of enrichment from having read this book, even though I have read a bunch of others that have been about trafficking around different parts of the globe; his human views and views on humans provide the reader with ample info.

The slightly bad side with this book is that the facts pile up almost like a kind of fact-after-fact recount, which novice writers can be prone to delve into. Still, considering how this is the author's first book, it is a veritable tour-de-force which should receive more press than it has.

Examples of the short and packed sentences:

Robles’s eyes seemed to detach from his surroundings, as if his gaze had turned inward. A year after that, he continued, I chased another man to the banks of the Colorado River. He ran out into the water and was swept away by the current like it was nothing. And I’ll tell you what I did. I swam into the river and I battled to keep him afloat even as I inhaled mouthfuls of water, even though I can’t remember ever having been more tired. I saved that man’s life, and still, there’s not a single day I don’t think about the one I took before it.

The writing that's not entirely about patrolling is also good:

After completing the course of fire, I shot at a smaller target with my own .22 caliber pistol. As I paused to reload, a yellow bird landed atop the target stand. I waited for it to fly off, but the bird continued hopping across the top. I started to walk downrange to scare it off, and then I stopped. I looked around. The range was empty. It occurred to me then that perhaps I should shoot the bird, that I should prove to myself that I could take a life, even one this small. I dropped the little bird with one shot. I walked over and picked up its body and in my hands the dead animal seemed weightless. I rubbed its yellow feathers with my fingertip. I began to feel sick and I wondered, for one brief moment, if I was going insane. At the edge of the firing range I dug a small hole beneath a creosote bush and buried the bird there, covering the fresh dirt with a small pile of stones.

I liked this bit, which probably best of all paragraphs in the book shows the weariness and paranoia that follows any line of work where one's colleagues and the work is congealed and one doesn't separate easily from that mess:

The dentist silently jotted his notes in my file. So why’d you leave the field? he asked. Won’t you be bored? I began to feel annoyed with his questions, concerned that I was somehow telegraphing cowardice or insecurity. It’s kind of a promotion, I said, it’s a chance to learn something new. Another side of the job, you know? The dentist looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. I used to have an office job, he told me, there’s only so much you can learn at a computer screen. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Look, I finally said, I don’t know what else to tell you. I thought it would be nice to have a break from the field, to live in the city for a while. All right, all right, he said, holding up his hands. I feel you. I’m just trying to make sure you don’t grind your teeth out.

In summary: an easy read that may reveal more to life than you know where desperation meets bureaucracy in the most insane ways.

Francisco Cantú studied the US-Mexican border at college and he felt the next step was to work there. He applied to be a US Border Patrol agent despite his half-Mexican mother's misgivings. He would see both sides he argued, and how better to learn about a thing than to experience it first hand.

The Line Becomes a River opens with Francisco on a visit to Mexico with his mother, perhaps to stress that he has a connection to both sides of the border. The initial chapters on training and life as an agent don't paint them in a good light. They are not taught to be compassionate, the migrants becoming dehumanised in their eyes, and the culture is laddish.

The work doesn't sit right with Francisco, although he understands the need for the border. Eventually he gets a desk job, exposing him to even more horrors, and ultimately he leaves for a quiet life as a barista. He talks about the history of the border, the troubles in Mexico which explains why so many people are desperate to cross, and the realities of the deportation process. These intersperse the memoir portions of the book.

Very few Mexicans are granted asylum in the US, despite so many fearing for their lives if they were to return. Family members who have spent decades in America risk being split up if immigration officials discover their illegal status. A trip to visit a dying relative in Mexico can mean the end of a settled life, as one of Francisco's friends learns in the later parts of the book.

Francisco was an agent between 2008 and 2012, and the book does not bleed into Trump's America. Yet even with some of the more flexible policies of Obama, there's still families torn apart, parents unable to see their American born children because of an unflinching immigration policy. The relationship between US and Mexico is a mess.

The book highlights how dangerous the crossing is, how hostile the landscape and weather is, as well as the risk of being held for ransom by the unscrupulous coyotes. The risk of being caught drug trafficking, or pissing off a cartel. That people still risk it shows that they are desperate.

Some of the dialogue is in Spanish and not translated, assuming the reader has a basic grasp of the language. I found this a bit distracting as I only know a few words and I kept having to try and work out if I'd missed something important. He also recalls these super meaningful dreams about a wolf, that are all a bit too coherent to read like real dreams. The text does jump around quite a lot, but it was an interesting perspective on a subject I know little about.

Review copy provided by publisher.