At first, I was listening to it a bit carelessly thinking that it's a nice adventure space opera type thingy but the longer it went the more I fell in awe of the world. And the characters have character which is always a plus. Honestly, Idris feels very relatable. I think I have a bit of a scale problem with this book in that the events are supposed to take place among such vastness yet all we get to see are a few perspectives so in the end I'm left feeling unsure I understood how grand the world where the events took place is. On the other hand, I'm not sure if it matters too much because despite all the political maneuvering and potential existential threats it's the human characters that influence events.
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Reading almost since I remember myself, now mostly listening. Sci-fi is love, as are fairytales, and strange beings and clever humans are what unites them.
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Kibrika finished reading Shards of Earth by Adrian Tchaikovsky (The Final Architecture, #1)
Kibrika set a goal to read 40 books in 2023
Kibrika reviewed Adulthood Rites by Octavia E. Butler (Xenogenesis, Lilith's Brood, #2)
Review of 'Adulthood Rites' on 'Goodreads'
Compared to first book felt like nothing much happened in this one. I guess it's a bit more personal story, and I enjoyed where it went. In the first book it bothered me that it's such a given that every person ever just wants to pair up and make babies, but by this book my disbelief was already suspended enough that it didn't bother me as much.
Kibrika reviewed Dawn by Octavia E. Butler (Xenogenesis trilogy -- bk. 1)
Review of 'Dawn' on 'Goodreads'
"Xeno"smth? Yes, please! And honestly, I love the disturbing xeno-ness of the Oankali. What I like a little bit less is the heteronormativity of the book, but it's a slightly older book, so it's there.
I love that the book evokes conflicting emotions in me. On the one hand, befriending the strange aliens (who can give you superpowers) is something that I'm very used to rooting for in sci-fi books. On the other hand, whenever I'm almost comfortable with them, they violate consent somehow, and I'm hoping for a break away from them again.
I am now wondering if the book is slightly cynical about humans, making it look like what we'll do and chose is very predictable if one has a detailed enough profile on us. On the other hand, I think it's true enough, so why not have it be there.
I'd love to suggest this book, but …
"Xeno"smth? Yes, please! And honestly, I love the disturbing xeno-ness of the Oankali. What I like a little bit less is the heteronormativity of the book, but it's a slightly older book, so it's there.
I love that the book evokes conflicting emotions in me. On the one hand, befriending the strange aliens (who can give you superpowers) is something that I'm very used to rooting for in sci-fi books. On the other hand, whenever I'm almost comfortable with them, they violate consent somehow, and I'm hoping for a break away from them again.
I am now wondering if the book is slightly cynical about humans, making it look like what we'll do and chose is very predictable if one has a detailed enough profile on us. On the other hand, I think it's true enough, so why not have it be there.
I'd love to suggest this book, but it's tough with older books that carry the biases of the generation that they were written in in some form and seem less exciting for it.
Kibrika reviewed Burnout by Emily Nagoski
Review of 'Burnout' on 'Goodreads'
This was like what I learned about stress from [b:Come as You Are: The Surprising New Science that Will Transform Your Sex Life|22609341|Come as You Are The Surprising New Science that Will Transform Your Sex Life|Emily Nagoski|https://i.gr-assets.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1421037685l/22609341.SY75.jpg|42099345] but without the fun sex parts. Still, I'm glad it exists, as when reading about the stress parts inside the fun sex book, I wished for them to be more expanded and explained. But I need to take a break from books that have "this exercise" or "that list" in the "accompanying pdf" for a while. I doubt I will though.
Kibrika reviewed Day of Ascension by Adrian Tchaikovsky
Kibrika reviewed Unmasking Autism by Devon Price
Review of 'Unmasking Autism' on 'Goodreads'
Another unsatisfying book on autism. Slightly helpful, but unsatisfying. I liked the first chapter about what autism is, though I would have liked to know what kind of studies found out the information and a bit more elaboration on the technical stuff. I kind of wanted just that chapter, but it being the book.
Instead, the rest of the book was blog-style authors experiences, opinions and advice. Admittedly respectable all of it, but a bit informal for my liking. Besides maybe not jiving with the authors writing style, I think I also feel this way about the book because the science just isn't there yet. The author has to rely on "this educator is doing this thing" because there is no "this comprehensive study of what things were done and their impacts".
Another hardship I have with this book is that it describes autism from the social model of disability …
Another unsatisfying book on autism. Slightly helpful, but unsatisfying. I liked the first chapter about what autism is, though I would have liked to know what kind of studies found out the information and a bit more elaboration on the technical stuff. I kind of wanted just that chapter, but it being the book.
Instead, the rest of the book was blog-style authors experiences, opinions and advice. Admittedly respectable all of it, but a bit informal for my liking. Besides maybe not jiving with the authors writing style, I think I also feel this way about the book because the science just isn't there yet. The author has to rely on "this educator is doing this thing" because there is no "this comprehensive study of what things were done and their impacts".
Another hardship I have with this book is that it describes autism from the social model of disability point of view, which I love. But that relies heavily on the society of the autistic person to be relatable, and my society is not the authors society.
And lastly, I have the nitpicks like the author explaining what label avoidance is and immediately after using kind of shaming language towards the labels of misdiagnoses that autistics might get. Or writing about "how it is" without referencing the timeframe or locality of when and where it is like that.
So yeah, kind of nice book, helped me a bit, still unsatisfying.
Kibrika reviewed Children of Memory by Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time, #3)
Review of 'Children of Memory' on 'Goodreads'
5 stars
I had seen a review saying this book differed from the first two, and from that perspective, the book seemed to be incredibly in line with the first two. I guess, it's also the overall feeling about it. Pretty cool that once again a similar-ish idea is made to feel fresh and interesting. Once again, cool to flirt with the idea of an intelligence sufficiently different from ours to be challenging to recognize yet familiar enough to be recognizable. Though the first book in the series is still the one with the most impact, the whole trilogy is wonderful and pretty much best books I've read.
Kibrika reviewed To Hold Up the Sky by Cixin Liu
Review of 'To Hold Up the Sky' on 'Goodreads'
I have to say, the one thing that kept bothering me throughout the audiobook was that the spaces between one story and the next were shorter than spaces between words in a sentence as spoken by the narrator at times. I probably could have fixed it somehow by fidgeting with some settings or something, but mostly I like how audible app works with other books, and didn't find in one quick look. So yeah, I started taking breaks from listening after each story ends, so that I could think about the latest story a little bit. With all that, it's the last story that stands out the most to me, even though I don't think it was the most interesting idea or anything. It just had a lot of things I really like. Stars in a little bit magical way, neuro science, slightly sciency pattern art, a connection between people …
I have to say, the one thing that kept bothering me throughout the audiobook was that the spaces between one story and the next were shorter than spaces between words in a sentence as spoken by the narrator at times. I probably could have fixed it somehow by fidgeting with some settings or something, but mostly I like how audible app works with other books, and didn't find in one quick look. So yeah, I started taking breaks from listening after each story ends, so that I could think about the latest story a little bit. With all that, it's the last story that stands out the most to me, even though I don't think it was the most interesting idea or anything. It just had a lot of things I really like. Stars in a little bit magical way, neuro science, slightly sciency pattern art, a connection between people that doesn't require day-to-day upkeep. I hope I remember other stories too, because they were kind of cool too, but "Thinker" won for me.
Kibrika reviewed Firstborn by Arthur C. Clarke (A time odyssey -- 3)
Review of 'Firstborn (A Time Odyssey)' on 'Goodreads'
Honestly picked the books at the wrong time. My news-feeds are full of people struggling to overcome great adversaries, the outcomes of which battles will have impact for the entire World, so turns out in fiction that's not what I want at the moment. There was nothing that I would love as an idea, no characters that I would find interesting. Felt like a really solid trilogy, but one that I picked up at the wrong time.
Review of 'Bi' on 'Goodreads'
In short - meh. Somehow despite all the research cited I feel like I didn't learn anything new. Except for maybe the Klein Sexual Attraction Grid. Nor do I feel like I have solidified my knowledge on these topics. Strangely, I kept feeling like I disagree with the authors interpretation, and I kept having to remind myself that my experience of being bi is just anecdotal experience. Still, my experience did not identify with what's described in this book.
Kibrika reviewed Initiation by Alethea Faust
Review of 'Initiation' on 'Goodreads'
I think this is my first erotica book that's not a collection of short stories that I read. The book so reliably got me horny that I figured I needed to "save it for when I need to get horny" after a first few chapters until I realized that that's silly, I don't have problems becoming horny and I'm making the book look bad by keeping it in my "reading" shelf instead of devouring it. So I devoured it. Thoroughly enjoyable. Feels satisfying in terms of having some fantasy-adventure plot too, and for sure satisfying as BDSM erotica.
Kibrika reviewed Sunstorm - A Time Odyssey by Arthur C. Clarke (A time odyssey -- bk. 2)
Review of 'Sunstorm - A Time Odyssey' on 'Goodreads'
Completely different from the first book. If the first one sounded like it's basis is a prompt "who would win in a battle", then in this one I imagined the author reading something like "if the human brain was laid out flat, its surface would span this much", though I don't know for sure such estimations exist and how big they would be. I liked this one much, much more than the first. I liked the cast of pretty diverse characters, I like that a lot of the physics involved sounds plausible. I'm curious, how can this be concluded. The setup seems pretty fantastical.
Kibrika reviewed Lords of Mars by Graham McNeill (Warhammer 40,000 novel)
Review of 'Lords of Mars' on 'Goodreads'
I feel a little bit less lost as to what's the plot than in book one. I still don't quite understand some stuff, but I understand enough stuff that it doesn't feel like just pleasant babble in the background. Mechanicus characters though have the problem that they're pretty impossible to write. Either they'd be impossible to relate to by human readers, or they are pretty human characters with caveats like "he wasn't feeling as human an emotion as rage, he just calculated that he had been done wrong" which sound kind of disingenuous. (Example completely made up by me and more clumsy than anything actually in the book.) I can see why the W40k world overall gets so many fans though. It's pretty cool.