I have a truly embarrassing amount of feelings about this book. Zach/Ruben 4 lyfe. Honestly, though, this was a fascinating exploration of the dark side of fame, especially for young people, and the characters felt astonishingly real, particularly the two POV characters. I related hard to Ruben's desire to be perfect and Zach's desire to please everyone around him by never expressing what he wants. I love a love story where the characters push each other to be better, and the emotional arc here is so satisfying. Reading this book conveniently coincided with a reignition of my love for the Jonas Brothers, so if anyone has any other boy band media to recommend to me, that's clearly the place I'm at right now lol.