The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays

224 pages

Published Feb. 5, 2019 by Graywolf Press.

ISBN:
978-1-55597-827-3
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'Dazzling ... in her kaleidoscopic essays, memoir has been shattered into sliding and overlapping pieces ... mind-expanding' The New York Times Book Review

Esmé Weijun Wang was officially diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder in 2013, although the hallucinations and psychotic episodes had started years before that. In the midst of a high functioning life at Yale, Stanford and the literary world, she would find herself floored by an overwhelming terror that 'spread like blood', or convinced that she was dead, or that her friends were robots, or spiders were eating holes in her brain. What happens when your whole conception of yourself is turned upside down? When you're aware of what is occurring to you, but unable to do anything about it?

Written with immediacy and unflinching honesty, this visceral and moving book is Wang's story, as she steps both inside and outside of her condition to bring it to light. …

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I enjoyed this a lot. There are memoir aspects to this, but it also reads as educational non-fiction. It strikes the perfect balance for me. I don't enjoy a lot of memoirs, but this was non-memoir enough to work for me. I recognize that the exact opposite will true for many other readers!

Wang writes about her experience very matter-of-factly, but wow. I can't imagine.

I really enjoyed the last essay which describes her openness to alternative medicine and spiritual practices. I feel like I've come full circle on that kind of thing. Starting out spiritual, becoming less spiritual, and then being open to more spiritual again. I can relate to where she's at in that essay.

I do not struggle with anything /nearly/ as difficult as Wang, but I have long dealt with migraines that result in aphasia and visual disturbances. Thankfully, I have late in life discovered that …

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