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Osa Atoe

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Author of Shotgun Seamstress: The Complete Zine Collection, a compilation of punk rock fanzines created between 2006 and 2015 covering the experiences of Black punk rockers, artists, LGBTQ, feminists and activists.

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Kathleen Hanna: Rebel Girl (EBook, 2024, HarperCollins Publishers) 5 stars

I want to tell you how I write songs and produce music. How singing makes me feel connected to a million miracles at once. How being onstage is the one place I feel the most me. But I can't untangle all of that from the background that is male violence.

I wish I could forget the guy who stalked me while I was making my solo record. How he sat on the roof of the building across from mine and looked Into my windows with binoculars as I worked. How he told my neighbors he thought I was a prostitute who "needed to be stopped." I wish I could slice him out of my story as a musician, but I can't.

I also don't want this book to be a list of traumas, so I'm leaving a lot of that on the cutting room floor. It's more important to remember that I've seen ugly basement rooms transform into warm campfires, dank rock-bro clubs become bright parties where girls and gay kids and misfits danced together in a sea of freedom and joy, art galleries that had only ever showcased white male mediocrity become sites of thrilling feminist collaborations. I also ate gelato on a street in Milan with my bandmates and cried because it tasted THAT FUCKING GOOD.

But yeah, there were also rapes and run-ins with assholes who threw water on my shine. I keep trying to make my rapes funny, but I have to stop doing that because they aren't. I want them to be stories because stories are made up of words, and words can't hurt me. But the things I'm writing about aren't stories, they're my blood. They're the things that shaped me. The things that keep me up at night rechecking the locks on the doors. The things that make me afraid and ashamed. The things that inspire me to keep going.

I don't feel much like a "rebel girl"-most of the time I feel more like a dirty napkin. But Dirty Napkin is a terrible title for a book. It's also not who I am.

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Masaru Emoto: The Hidden Messages in Water (Paperback, 2005, Atria) 4 stars

Using high-speed photography, Dr. Masaru Emoto demonstrates that crystals formed in frozen water reveal changes …

Feel-good pseudoscience

3 stars

Reading this book as a perspective on spirituality and environmentalism is probably more important than reading it for scientifically proven facts. It's clear that Emoto's research findings are colored with subjectivity. For instance, claims that water exposed to classical music create more beautiful crystals than water exposed to heavy metal betray the author's own biases. However, none of this takes away from the spiritual messaging of this book, which perfectly coincides with so many other spiritual doctrines: that consciousness creates reality, that love and gratitude are the most essential and revolutionary spiritual values.

Emoto is basically using his research on water crystallization as the standpoint from which to draw spiritual realizations, which mirror universal spiritual tenets. It's a quick and beautiful read and his photos of water crystals are fascinating and exquisite. The strength of this book is that it ties spiritual beliefs to something tangible and ubiquitous. Also, the …

Marilyn Nance: Marilyn Nance. Last day in Lagos (2022, Fourthwall Books) 4 stars

From January 15 to February 12, 1977, more than 15,000 artists, intellectuals and performers from …

Review of 'Marilyn Nance. Last day in Lagos' on 'Goodreads'

4 stars

Last Day in Lagos avoids nostalgia while successfully communicating the glorious high experienced by attendees of the Second World Black and African Festival of Art and Culture, also known as FESTAC ‘77. We are lucky to have Marilyn Nance’s free spirited b&w photo documentation of this special event that was to have no sequel (although maybe one is still possible.)

Photos of Miriam Makeba, Sun Ra, Stevie Wonder, Fela, as well as random event attendees from all over the globe, are interspersed with interviews and articles that give us greater context for this mind-blowing event, including criticism. As a Nigerian American, it’s important for me to learn more about Nigeria’s position as a global cultural leader in the 1960s and 1970s. Since the 80s, all we hear about is government mismanagement and economic collapse. It’s also important to understand the exchange of inspiration between African Americans and Africans during the …

Beth Ditto: Coal to diamonds (2010, Spiegel & Grau) 4 stars

Review of 'Coal to diamonds' on 'Goodreads'

3 stars

This book is worth the read for any fan of Gossip, punk rock, riot grrrl, for anyone queer who came up in a small, Southern town, for abuse survivors, for feminists and those who believe art can play a part in creating a more just world.

The writing itself is so-so but in the spirit of punk rock, skill and technique aren’t the most important thing here. My honest opinion is she should have waited until she was older to write a memoir. She was in her early 30s when this book came out and her life has unfolded immensely since then, most notably with her career in acting.

For me, as someone who knew Beth, lived in Portland during the early to mid-2000s and eventually became her label mate, I was fascinated to learn details that I was unaware of. It’s a short, easy read which makes it perfect …

Albert Woodfox: Solitary (Hardcover, 2019, Grove Press) 4 stars

Review of 'Solitary' on 'Goodreads'

4 stars

“If you can breathe, you can get through anything.”

I lived in Louisiana for seven years. I knew people who would go to Angola for the prison rodeo and craft fair and I could never bring myself to go. After reading Solitary, I now understand the facts to support what I’d always felt in my gut. The land where Angola Prison sits is saturated with the poison of generational curses earned through centuries of violence, torture and exploitation.

It feels cliche to say that this book is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, but it is indeed about just that. The most important parts of this book to me describe the self-discipline and will power involved in maintaining one’s sanity and dignity under the most trying, inhumane circumstances.

The first quarter of the book goes quickly. It was actually fun to hear about what New Orleans life …